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"Rabbits on the Balcony" by Emma Miao

Rabbits on the Balcony by Emma Miao is the winning poem from our 2020 Poetry Contest:

 

At night, the Yangtze floods my veins with gold.
           I goosebump the rain-stained balcony, white
lines snaking up my tendrilled feet. White:
           the faint pattern on my belly, digging into me,
through me. But I don’t know this yet: only know Mother
           calling from inside, her red hand beckoning.
I know what she’d do. Fingerprint my eyes, flux
           herb water down my throat. Every night
the house a museum & my body on display
           like the rabbit, eye-locked with the crown
of the knife. Gleaming in the moonlight. The rabbit, like me,
           is soft, docile, ivory fur glossy, her legs
bounding into the cable-bed snare. At dinner,
           Father clatters her bones on the glass table.


Watches me knife red meat with streaked teeth. He smiles.
            My belly, gibbous, because I am a good daughter: my eyes cast
in deference, my cheek red & streaked. I am a good daughter
            to suckle sweat, drudge in the trefoiled frost. The fate
line on my palm nicked with scars. Good daughters spoon silence
            into their mouths, so I skewer the rabbit: chew, swallow.
The lamp beside my bed is stained with Father’s eyes.
            The wallpaper a shredded maroon. But now: silence.
The rain turned gold. I stick out my tongue. The flecks taste
            like rabbits. Mother, inaudible. I close my eyes,
picture a gold sky. Give me your hands and I will bury them.
            Give me a river and I will swallow it whole.
Give me a mirror and I will become the predator.
            We are the vessels of so many lies.

 

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